M.A.L.A.S.

5 words to describe me at the moment.... I thought it was only for the first trimester only but now it seems that it will lasted until the day I'll deliver.... I am not who I am... I'm the opposite me...that is why I did not scribble anything for the past few months, only post a few interesting stories.... This time, I feels worst than the last few pregnancies.... I cannot do any cooking, cannot smell any "busuk" things, lazy to do anythings especially works (this is because the surrounding also). Pity Mr. D and my children also as they have to bear with me until the delivery time...what to do.....

I am also into a deep thinking about my career now. My mother insist that I quit and help her full time with the wedding gallery and the spa. My husband also encourage me to quit from my job that is no future prospect but I don't know whether I can survive being a full time house manager..... I have another 6 more months to think before the time arrive. I'm also thinking about doing the internet business (for money to pay my debt la *hutang sendiri bayar sendiri* that is what Mr. D says about quitting).

Please help me to decide...

And I do not when will i update this blog again. Until then wasalam.....